Monday 26 November 2012

In My Silence

In my silence
There is beauty of words
For I speak of you

I might not say it
But I am in conversation
For there is too much
Too much to appreciate

I may act like I do not care
Oh! How much do I care
For you are special

In my silence, pick my words
Pick words of my God
For in you I see the hand of God

You may annoy me now & then
Thats part of the beauty of being you
May you remain you
Even though I wish to prune some

In my silence, choose the best
For in my eyes you are my best
I speak well of you to myself

In my silence
I miss you
I miss your warmth
I miss your humility

In my silence
There is hope
Hope for us
Hope for being us

In my silence
Hear a voice of hope
Hear a voice of tomorrow

In my silence
There is my strength
The strength to refine me

In my silence
Appreciate me
For you I strive for humility

In my silence
Pick the wisdom of my thoughts

OVANDU VA NDJAMBI, NOT HERERO

The idea of forming a forum for all the "Herero" speaking people refered to as the OVAHERERO YOUTH LEAGUE is a noble idea which needs nurturing. It needs efforts from all of us especially the sons and daughters of my people. We have to find ways and means which will not repel but attract members from all the tribal groups. We should also be careful, apply our minds to the project, and avoid unnecessary hindrances. One such problem I forsee is the choice of the name.

Over the years, there has been a lot of debate on the origion of the name HERERO as it has come to be noted and accepted by the "majority" of my people and others to refer to my people.
It is debatable as to the fact that this WAS the origional name. And also there are several theories which try to explain why we came to be known by the different names. So to use or try to make the other tribes to become sub-tribes of the Herero is not fare. It is a theory that tries to hide the origion of the other tribes. Which makes one think of the fact that the theory claims that there are Herero proper and Herero sub-groups!

I have come to accept that the right name that embraces all the groups could have been: OVANDU VA NDJAMBI KARUNGA. Or just "OVANDU".

This could be loosely and directly translated as "People of Ndjambi Karunga/Ndjambi Karunga's People".

Ndjambi here refers to God, the creator of all things and the all powerful. The belief is that we as a people came from or we were created by this God, Ndjambi. That is why we are his people.

Ovandu has the same meaning as BANTU or people.

There are several questions to be asked;
When did we start using the other names if we were origionally called by the name Herero?

Who was the first Paramount chief/King of my people before the divisions?

On the Ovambanderu side before Kahimemua, we had the following Kings;
Kandjeke-ua- Handura»
Nguvauva I »
Tjozohongo
Kavari

Kavari ua Tjiponda ngua enda no zongombe tji zaza ko mange ko meva omarandati kokure ke tandero enene kuku rikuriro ozongombe.

Kavari katjikombo tate tjaa tji haumbua ndende uananene ko murungu ua Tjozohongo nu eje uanana ngunda a pehina o central leadership jo muhoko.  In short he was leading a clan just like the Muundjuas and others.

Oral history has it that Tjozohongo lived way before the 1800s. We might also note that some of the leaders noted here might have lived from as early as the earliest noted Herero chiefs.

Kavari ka Tjikombo Tate ndjihaumbua ondende ua ta mo vita vio Vuena mo Ndekeremba... I can't remember the years, but it could have been around the 1600s... This means that Munjuku lived after him.... Oumbanderu started way before we came into central Namibia... King Tjozohongo died in Kaoko, the Mbanderus were there.. In Kaoko today there are oVambanderu families who remained there when most of my people migrated south into central Namibia.

Infact, Kavari lived from the early 1700 or late 1690s. These divisions came about when we moved from central africa like all the bantu people. What is clear is that the early leaders worked together in times of peace and war. The issues comes in when you want to reflect one tribe as the root of the other. There will be hamony if we recognise that coexistance is vital if we reject the the teaching which tries to cover the other side with the other. For me a wayforward should be to recognise that we came from Ndjambi.

We are all oVandu va Ndjambi Karunga, despite our current divisions into different clans. Thats what we should use. We should come up with common goals which will help resolve our challenges as a people.

Saturday 10 November 2012

OuMbanderu Muami: I am

PART 2: (Unedited Confession/Thoughts of a Son of OVANDU)

In me, and for me,  ouMbanderu is my way of life. If you take the time to observe me, you will see from the way I interract with people; the decisions I make and not make, my interpretation of the world, etc.
The sacrifices I make and the commitment I have in this way of life is like that of a religious person. For I am.

The values of my people are reflected in my thouhgts and actions. I may not be a true mirror, but to some extent I am.

I know that there is also a lot of influence from the western (or whiteman's) culture, and I might act in ways that seem to reject who I am. There is a fight to make me and you reject what you are, and make you adopt ways which are not yours, in order for you to feel "civilised".

You cannot be fully satisfied or happy by trying to be who or what you are not; by being artificial. You can lie to others but not to yourself. Deep down you will feel that you are faking it.

The best thing you can do is to help me re-discover the best of my people's culture. For there are a lot of solutions in it to the challenges we face today.

I might at times seem to be racist, tribalist, discriminatory, etc, this is a result of my socialisation. And a desire to defend who I am and what I believe in.

A man must be a man even when faced with personal danger. Thats what all great men and women did. Standing up for what they believed in. For there will be no change until you stand up for the change you want.

This allows one to stand up even if it is only YOU who has to stand up. Even if all around you do not see the need to stand with you.

Do not blame me for being who I am, for this is who I am.

I Miss You

The quietness of my environment
Makes me feel like an orphan
For I miss you

I wish I could smell the sent of your perfume
Hear the sound of your breath
Feel the softness of your skin
Flow with the natural curves Designed on you

I miss the language we speak
When quiet

The acts of voluntary kindness
The humble spirit in you
Reminds me of the gift
I have in you

The night retreats
Are trips into longliness
For empty space on our bed
Reminds me of your absence

I miss our fights
For they remind me
Of our uniqueness

May you remain mine
Even in your absense
For I am yours
Even in my absence

Thursday 8 November 2012

HERERO/NAMA GENOCIDE REPARATIONS

My brother, when I heared about this programme, I was supprised and asked myself these questions: Is the German government already making reparations? What is preventing them from apologising to the descendents of the genocide victims and the Namibian government? Why did the Namibian government allow the programme before clarity on the above questions? Is the programme enough to pay for all the wrongs committed my the thugs on my people? Should we accept the benefits of these piecemeal programme? How much should the Germans pay as reparations for the wrongs? How can we add preasure on the German government to stop the denials and accept what their forefathers did to my people?

OVANDU/OVANDU VA NDJAMBI ADVANCEMENT EFFORTS

Any contribution aimed at enhancing and advancing my people is welcome. I will support it. Thanks for the effort. I do not have a problem with the colors. I have a problem with the NAME. I am not confortable being refered to as HERERO. I will be happy if a "Neutral" name can be used that can include all the groups of my people. I.e.: OVANDU or OVANDU VA NDJAMBI. These two names were proposed in the past and I personally believe they are more appropriate since they are more inclusive and might help reduce the possible resistance.

REJECT WHO I AM?

If I have to hide or reject who I am as a person in order to be "civilised", if I have to strive to adopt other people's culture in order to be good, then I would have rejected my creator.

(Nandasora Ndjarakana)

Wednesday 7 November 2012

MYAB CULTURE DAY & CONGRESS 2012

Pictures of our members and guests taken during the Culture day and congress held at Gantsi Community Hall, Botswana, on 3rd November 2012.

Mahongora Kavihuha's Address to Striking Teachers: Okahandja Liberation Tre

"My task is not think for you, but  to open your mind to help you think for yourself"

"The most stupid person on earth is the one who starts a journey, and stops and goes back when only a few kilometres. You will die in your way back".

"You canot fight for economic justice with justice".

"No one can fight for you as best as you can. And you have to be yourself to fight well".

Quotes from: TUN President: Mahongora Kavihuha
He is also the Secretary General of the umbrella union for the non-allied unions. TUCNA

Tuesday 6 November 2012

Fwd: Ovaherero/Nama Genocide 1904-1907

OVAHERERO/NAMA GENOCIDE 1904-1907
06 November 2012
As I am writing this letter my tears are dropping on my computer and I am in deep serous of pain, hatred and anger. Genocide, War Crimes and crime against humanity are by definition the worst of international crimes and it was committed against Ovaherero, Nama and San people of Namibia and yet the German government and its people who commit the crimes against humanity have not officially accepted the responsibility of the 1904-1907 Genocide. The Namibian affected communities have demanded the German government for reparation and official recognition of the Namibian 1904-1907 Genocide which wiped out over 80 thousand people, despair many in neighboring countries such as South Africa and Botswana. The German government had ignored our demand and defied our plea for reparations and we the youth of the affected communities we are tired and we will no longer tolerate this for too long.

I am very much disturbed by the ongoing propaganda of the project so called ''German Special Initiative Programme for Genocide descendants". My question is, which Genocide? As the son of the affected communities by German genocide as long as there is no official Apology from the German government, I edge our people not to accept handouts without comprehending the implications waiting for us down the road. Ovaherero genocide committee and Paramount Chief Kuaima Riruako have filled the genocide case against German government and its peoples for reparation. Let us not contradict ourselves people. The German government will use all these benefits as weapons to silence us in court about our reparation demand. Our land was confiscated, stolen and, man, women and children were murdered through harsh means of poisoned water and gun shot. Women were beaten and raped; the genocide victim does not deserve three heifers or goats. That to me is sarcastic and insult to those who died fighting for our freedom. I rebuke on all leaders who are endorsing all these benefits and edge them to fight for what is right.

I call upon leaders of the affected genocide communities to inform the people of what is really happening, the communities are in darkness and they are being brain washed by political prostitution. Or should we conclude the silence towards the initiative means is well taken by our leaders? Analytically speaking, all those intellectuals in the committee are vocal, and if we haven't heard them in various medium of communication talking about this issue.
This is regrettably not the case, due to a deep seated sentiment of betrayal about the continued refusal of Germany, to bring to a dignified closure, the genocide perpetrated in the pursuit of a «lebensraum» for Germans in Namibia a century ago. Germany can no longer credibly claim that it respects African people in the light of the systemic systematic denial of its leaders across all political sensitivities to acknowledge the monumental wrong committed against Namibian African people from 1904-1907. The affected communities demand for An Apology by the Head-of-State and Government Germany to the Namibian and affected communities. On behalf of affected Namibian communities we Appeal for the 1904 Namibian Genocide Reparations. We will never surrender until our demand are meet,

By: ABIA UHONGORA-OVAHERERO GENOCIDE CAIMPAIGN