The Rapist Husband

I feel like a rapist
I am a rapist
Sex has become mundane
Where you lay down like a ball
Or like a dead horse
Where I have to do "my thing" and get done with fast

I  feel like I am doing it for "me"
I feel like it is not for "us"
I feel like a rapist

Get back my woman
I do not want a dead horse
There is no emotion attached
Where is me in you?
Where is our spark?
Where is our fire?
I know.